hello im 17 years im a junior in high school. Well basically im get straight to the point my mother had a stroke when i was in 10 grade the doctors tried to make it seem like she will never recover so we might as well turn the machine off. I was really hurt by that every time i went to see i get even more depressed because i hated to see her in pain. Some nights i wouldn’t sleep i just would be up staring at the wall crying in thinking about my mother wondering was they treating her right. Well basically i blamed people for what happen to her i have a twin brother that doesn’t know to act right he feels like he can disrespect my mother try to fight her steal her car n he had punch my step father in the face n he had to have surgery on his face. so that put alot of stress on my mother. She felt as if my step father was using her for money because he really just never help out he would basically spend his money on some games etc. So after my mother been sick for awhile my step father n i haven’t been getting along what so ever fighting every minute over everything especially my mother’s money. So he sent me to park wood because say im depressed and have suicidal and homicide thoughts which was true. So after i got out he wanted to work on our relationship things got good between us till one day we got into it over something so stupid he felt as if i was going to kill him because my friend got a shot gun dang im thinking to myself don’t nobody wants to kill you i know i don’t want to be in jail for the rest of my life. So he sent me off to live with this woman whose not even related to me n to remind you my mother is n a nursing home she don’t even know about. i feel so depressed so wont even let me go n e where i got to stay in the house r the yard she treat me as if i am four not to long ago she hit me n my mouth. The police had said she can do that because she is your guardian is that true?? i hate it down here i want to go home i miss my family especially my mom i miss my dog i feel like im going to commit suicide i plan on running away this coming up monday n going back to memphis n i don’t wanna drop out but its so hard because i got to do all this stuff to catch up because memphis n Arkansas schools r so different n the school i was at n memphis don’t even compare to the school work they do n arkansas. people at this school make fun of my because i be having panic attacks i don’t know hw much i can take im so stress out that im pulling out my hair.oh i forgot to say my brother had broke n to our house n stole my step dad flat screen tv n play station 3 n guess what he went out n bought another one. i haven’t got my check yet i wonder what he is doing with my mothers money oh yeah his dad had called me slow n i don’t know how to function around regular people yeah he said it n my face to. but somebody please hit me out because i want to run away during school. no negative comments.

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